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You are the Fire on my Apartment Floor

Sixteen Stories...I'd Rather Burn than Fall

Created on 2005-05-04 15:30:28 (#7011702), last updated 2006-05-18

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Name:	I Wanna Break You Down So Badly
Birthdate:	06-14
Location:	Holton, Michigan, United States

Bio

My Name Is Holly. I am a Senior in high school this year. I am currently employed by Fremont McDonald's (you can laugh, but at least I have a job and I'm earning money, so whatever). I like hanging out with my friends, driving, sleeping, listening to music, writing poetry/lyrics, designing things and just having fun. I like to join communities, but I will say I hate joining communities that don't accept people because of their ideas on things. We all don't think alike. I'm usually a nice person, but when it comes to dissing different styles that shit is childish. I am single now after a year and a half of making a boy feel 'dead' inside. Yeah because I do that to plenty of people. I Hope you have a happy life and I'm sorry I can't be the one that makes you happy, I guess I was never good at that anyways. I'll get through this somehow even though it KILLS ME EVERYDAY. ♥

~If you love me, why would you KILL me like you did?
~This may never start, we could fall apart...and I'd be your memory
~I gave you these roses but I left in the thorns, I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself...
"Cross my heart, I'd lie to you...
Promise you and let you down...
Follow me, lead you astray..."
"So Ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is eaisly fixed, but a human hurt can last a lifetime"

You loved me and I will love you forever in return...

♥Andrea♥ ♥Amber♥ ♥Katie♥ ♥Shannon♥ ♥Ruben♥ ♥Zach♥ ♥Kyle♥ ♥David♥ ♥Geoff♥ ♥Drew♥ ♥Jake Anderson♥ ♥Krystal♥♥Wonderbread♥ ♥Paige♥ ♥Jessica♥ ♥and some people I have met on here (even if I have never met them) like Little Miss Morgandee!♥

ME AND MY GIRLS :)

Chevelle is love.
by pinkmoonlight87

♥ FROM FIRST TO LAST ♥

ADAIR
'THE DIAMOND RING'

I'll peel back the skin from my head
Let the sun melt you from my memory
I'll drink myself to sleep and escape
The nightmares of being awake.
I'll set the air afire.
You never even tried to tell me
What went wrong, what went wrong.
In this train wreck that we built together
What went wrong, what went wrong.

Under shaking skin, underneath it all.
Kill me from within. Kill me, kill me.

You said always.
Say you will, pretend to care.
Say you will be there
Always.
Say you will, pretend to care.
Say you will be there

Always.

Steal my breath, taint the air.
Every bone in my body's been broken
And my life is a jaw wired shut,
My voice is my curse and my shelter from the pain
And I'm breathing carbon just to fall
Asleep at night. Asleep at night.
In this train wreck that we built together
Nothing's right, nothing's right.

I'm teething.
I'm cutting gums for the first time.

Under shaking skin, underneath it all.
Kill me from within. Kill me, kill me.

You said always.
Say you will, pretend to care.
Say you will be there
Always.
Say you will, pretend to care.
Say you will be there

You said always.

You're stabbing my heart.

(in a sad and lonley voice)

Broken hearts, broken doors.
Dying on a hotel floor.
Because of a small black box you couldn't receive.
I'll drive you home tomorrow in silence (My sister will return it) x 3

(a little louder)

This is the end of the summer, and the beginnings of the fall.
You'll leave me two months later. In an airport goodbye.
And as the weeks go on, the letters and the phone calls decrease.
(Ah, to fade from memory)x2

(more intensely)

So keep the punches coming:
left,right,right,left,left.
Kick the throat you used to kiss.
Push face into concrete.
A smile, a giant fist.
The bloody face of bliss.
And as I gasp for my last breath,
I crawl back into your perfect poison arms.